The Lightning's Allure..

Through the glass,you seem so near,
But it's hard to believe,it does appear;
For your presence feels so remote,
That i just cannot trust to emote.

Many did come,only to leave,
Yes!,i did lease the house of peace;
More shall come,assuring to relieve,
But none,for sure,can hand me my keys.

I don't need the maps,i've lost my will-
To pursue the elusive flashes of elation;
I'd rather embrace gloom,swallow the bitter pill,
After all,the lightning's alluring,only in relation.