Swinging Between The Is And The Not...

Spiked,by your wonder drug,
I did,bask in all the pride;
Smitten,by your embrace-snug,
I did,let you take me for a ride.

Breezing through the highway,
The sun and stars keeping company,
I failed to see it was all one-way,
The airs blurring visibility.

Standing at the forlorn peak,
Staring down at the gorge so deep,
Still lost in your bewitching smile,
I didn't take a while before the leap.

Rolling down the terrain so rough,
Dodging all your flaring boulders;
Praying-'enough is enough',
I cursed you,the dream moulder.

Sinking through reality to the ebb,
No sure reason for my dive;
Caught up in your psycho-web,
Wondering-'why i was so naive?'.

I thought i could will upon you,
I could grasp all your charades;
I thought i really knew you,
It was,all but a mirage.

Why did i think,what i thought?
Who is it,that i really fought?
Yet again,you've tied it all up in a knot,
Leaving me,swinging between the is and the not..