I Am Flying Solo..

I did wanna put a hold on the spin-
That I thought my world was in;
I did want to set things right-
Label them either black,or white!
Now,I am flying solo,
Drowned in dreams,all,so shallow..

Nothing seems to be at the crest,
As I struggle to find my rest;
I'm worried for not worrying,
Wanting to slow down,I keep hurrying,
Even as I fly solo,
Drowned in dreams,all,so shallow..

Searching for the puzzle's elusive piece,
Contentment-very much a tease;
Life seems so less than perfect,
More,perhaps,due to an innate defect,
Leaving me,flying solo,
Drowned in dreams,all,so shallow..